> > Here's an idea ... why don't you stop living in the past? > > _Chas_ > Come to ... The CHASbah! And heres another... "take three deep breaths, let the blood drain down from your head a bit (the toes have gone numb from lack of supply) let those veins in your neck regain their smaller diameter and listen to some enya for a bit eh!?! Done? Good NOW go out and start smashing everything in the house ranting about the stupidity of everyone ELSE in the universe and pray God make em all as wise and all knowing as you....in fact... Maybe you could take Gods place??? Hehe, in jest.